To Believe or Not To Believe

Diana, to the left, is a member of the local WAD Community Voice in Mariental. She's taking me to her local church one night, with a strong mission to create a true Believer out of me. The church is build up from Christianity values but are more like a Free Church which I realize first after a while. The members open the two hour long ceremony with dances and gospel songs and continues with prayers, whereby the people start to scream, cry and ask Jesus and God for blessings. Hallelujah! and I have goose bumps all over my body. I try to understand and perhaps let the spirit take over my soul, but oh my Godness this is scary!

Diana can't understand my choice not to let God into my life. She says it's like a knife in her heart when she hears that Swedish people pay less attention to the religion. And how can I explain this? Diana goes to Church three times a week, each session lasts for 2-3 hours. Why am I not doing the same? Are we spiritless people in Sweden? Do we not care about our fellow human beings? How can we neglect God? All my explanations sound silly. I don't know what to say. 

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